Stick My Head in the Toilet Bowl, Please

Image courtesy of Ron Leishman

Okay, so have you ever done anything that's totally embarrassing but at the moment thought it was okay coz it wasn't THAT embarrassing under the current circumstances but then a few years pass and the circumstance change and you've never thought and dreamt in your wildest dream it would have changed that way and the embarrassing thing that you did years ago comes slapping back in your face, even though you were totally oblivious about it at the time?????

I mean, come on, it was during first year and you know when you're in your pre-clinical years you don't get out much and it just you and your books and assessments almost every week and your social life practically dies and you get socially disconnected and not intact to reality and and you just lost all natural instinct and common sense on how to mingle with the world and so you do things that's socially and personally also, when you think back about it, embarrassing but as the years go by and you start your clinical years and you're practically thrown out there into the world where you start meeting lots and lots of outside people and your natural instinct and common senses comes all crashing back and still, you just forget all the slip-ups and embarrassing moments you've done previously because you've grown and matured and you're like practically turning over a new leaf for yourself and you think that all those embarrassing things you've done previously will never scar you again and then suddenly, like I mentioned before, the circumstance changed--changed in a way you never dreamt would ever happened in your wildest dream--and the embarrassing moment just comes back slapping you on the face left and right and there's nothing you can do about it, not even covering it up coz you were so oblivious during the second that embarrassing moment was slapping your face left and right, hard and good.

Damn. It felt so good letting that out.