...but it's just getting worse...
:'(
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Thursday, July 5, 2012
Not A Good Day
How's work? I still hate it. I still wish to quit.
Don't mix a girl who is PMS-ing while driving and lost her way and at the same time is damn stress about her work. It isn't a pretty sight -_-
Don't mix a girl who is PMS-ing while driving and lost her way and at the same time is damn stress about her work. It isn't a pretty sight -_-
Wednesday, July 4, 2012
Welcome Back, Pretty Kitty In Pink
It's been a while. A really long long while. And in that period of a really long while, a LOT has been happening. The first big thing that happened is that I have finally graduated, Alhamdulillah. And believe me, the months before my finals were like totally traumatic. The day after my finals was also traumatic, waiting anxiously for the day the results came out. And all ended well :)
Then came the holidays. What did I do after I graduated? Nothing, really. Just stayed at home a lot. And going out a lot. Oh, yeah. And I got braces. I do NOT want to go through with pulling out my teeth again. Total torture. Couldn't eat anything for days!
And then shortly after I got my braces, the next big thing came up. Work. As a doctor. In a hospital. THAT. IS. NOT. IN. KL.
Ok, yeah, so I DID choose the hospital but now that I'm actually here, living outside of KL, I miss home so so so much till the extent of missing the horrible traffic in KL. It's just not the same here. All the roads are so straight and there aren't enough cars and there are signs everywhere that you'll never get lost. Which is no fun, really. In KL, I get to sing along to about twenty of Taylor Swift songs before reaching my destination because of the jam. Here? I get to only sing one Taylor Swift song, two and a half, the most.
And how's work? Ha. Absolutely stressful. Not only is the work so much that you're LITERALLY working non-stop from morning to night to get everything done, not even having time for a 10-minute lunch break, but you get mocked and scolded at from your bosses while you do the work. Underappreciated, much?
Have I ever felt like quitting? Yes, lots and lots of times. Everyday, actually. And I still do feel that way. But in the meantime, I'm just going with the flow, as torturing as it is. I really have to FORCE myself to get up each morning, take a shower, get in my car and drive to work. I just pray everyday that I can get through this.
Today was my off day. I went to see Abraham Lincoln Vampire Hunter. Yes, alone. Sad, huh? Plus, I was extra sleepy coz it was my post-night shift. But I can't sleep well with sunlight outside. And I drove to the airport. It felt so good to be there. Coz it reminded me of going back to KL.
I miss home so much :'(
Then came the holidays. What did I do after I graduated? Nothing, really. Just stayed at home a lot. And going out a lot. Oh, yeah. And I got braces. I do NOT want to go through with pulling out my teeth again. Total torture. Couldn't eat anything for days!
And then shortly after I got my braces, the next big thing came up. Work. As a doctor. In a hospital. THAT. IS. NOT. IN. KL.
Ok, yeah, so I DID choose the hospital but now that I'm actually here, living outside of KL, I miss home so so so much till the extent of missing the horrible traffic in KL. It's just not the same here. All the roads are so straight and there aren't enough cars and there are signs everywhere that you'll never get lost. Which is no fun, really. In KL, I get to sing along to about twenty of Taylor Swift songs before reaching my destination because of the jam. Here? I get to only sing one Taylor Swift song, two and a half, the most.
And how's work? Ha. Absolutely stressful. Not only is the work so much that you're LITERALLY working non-stop from morning to night to get everything done, not even having time for a 10-minute lunch break, but you get mocked and scolded at from your bosses while you do the work. Underappreciated, much?
Have I ever felt like quitting? Yes, lots and lots of times. Everyday, actually. And I still do feel that way. But in the meantime, I'm just going with the flow, as torturing as it is. I really have to FORCE myself to get up each morning, take a shower, get in my car and drive to work. I just pray everyday that I can get through this.
Today was my off day. I went to see Abraham Lincoln Vampire Hunter. Yes, alone. Sad, huh? Plus, I was extra sleepy coz it was my post-night shift. But I can't sleep well with sunlight outside. And I drove to the airport. It felt so good to be there. Coz it reminded me of going back to KL.
I miss home so much :'(
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