It's 4am and I Should Be Sleeping

So I was looking through my laptop the other day to clean out some old stuff because my beloved laptop has become very very slow and was really testing my patience and then I came across some videos I had recorded during first, second, third and fourth year and it was really fun watching back all the funny moments and then I went on Youtube and came across Heather Morris's (the dancing blonde cheerleader in Glee) True Life: I'm a Beyonce Dancer video and suddenly got really really inspired to do a video like that. Though I have no idea how it could have inspired me since Heather Morris is a dancer and me and my friends are, well, not. But I tried anyway (to make the video...not become a dancer) and combining the first few clips was actually really fun and I started to get really into it until I finished the whole thing. Seriously, man. I have found my true destiny in life; to become a video editor.

Hahahaha. NOT.

Anyway, it was really fun putting all those clips together and then watching back the whole video. I bet we're really gonna miss our student life when we start working. Oh well. We got one more year to go to spend the time doing more crazy stuff.

Isn't it such a delight to watch that??? Okay, it IS a delight if you're actually in it. Haha. And sorry, guys, that I included the photos in the end of where I am present in, like, 95% of them. I didn't do it on purpose. It was a reflex action. Or I guess it was a defense mechanism coz in most of the videos I blended in, I wasn't in it since I was the one holding the camera, and I wanted to take revenge so I put myself in most of the photos at the end :P

And although the video says that the clips in there are from when we were first 'til fourth year...to be honest, I don't think I inserted any videos or photos of us in first year coz if I did, I'm afraid I would get killed by my peers. Coz the pictures of us in first year? Yeahhhhh...not that attractive.

HAHAHAHA. And we are SO hot now. Persasan, much?

So I guess I better get to sleep now. Will be starting fifth year in like, less than 24 hours. Goodbye great, long holiday.

I'll make sure to record a lot of moments in fifth year so I can make a damn good video right before we all graduate.

Okay. Goodnight.

Is a Title Necessary?

When it's almost 3am on a break and you're staring blankly at your unchanged Facebook home on your laptop screen for the past half hour while listening to Girls' Generation, THAT'S when you realize that your whole life before this is really just about studies, exams, hospitals, and gossiping with your roommate.

And. That. You. Have. No. Life. At. All.

This is the problem when you're not used to getting long breaks and suddenly you get this really long break and you're totally clueless on how to spend it.

1) went on a holiday (check!)
2) . . .

OMG. See what I'm talking about??? I can only think of one thing to do during the break and I've already done it. Now what???

And then when the semester starts, you start to get really really lazy coz your brain has already melted and to get it to start up again takes all the energy and effort of a whole universe.

And damn it, I would be lying if I said I wasn't terrified of going into final year coz hell yeah, I'm petrified. I mean, it's 5th year, man. Time to quit fooling around. Which is hard, considering I fool around. A LOT. sigh.

And what's up with those throwing-acid-a**holes??? Gosh. Mental much??? Ugh. And I have to walk everyday to the hospital among strange psychos once the semester starts.

5th year, please please be good to me.

Stick My Head in the Toilet Bowl, Please

Image courtesy of Ron Leishman

Okay, so have you ever done anything that's totally embarrassing but at the moment thought it was okay coz it wasn't THAT embarrassing under the current circumstances but then a few years pass and the circumstance change and you've never thought and dreamt in your wildest dream it would have changed that way and the embarrassing thing that you did years ago comes slapping back in your face, even though you were totally oblivious about it at the time?????

I mean, come on, it was during first year and you know when you're in your pre-clinical years you don't get out much and it just you and your books and assessments almost every week and your social life practically dies and you get socially disconnected and not intact to reality and and you just lost all natural instinct and common sense on how to mingle with the world and so you do things that's socially and personally also, when you think back about it, embarrassing but as the years go by and you start your clinical years and you're practically thrown out there into the world where you start meeting lots and lots of outside people and your natural instinct and common senses comes all crashing back and still, you just forget all the slip-ups and embarrassing moments you've done previously because you've grown and matured and you're like practically turning over a new leaf for yourself and you think that all those embarrassing things you've done previously will never scar you again and then suddenly, like I mentioned before, the circumstance changed--changed in a way you never dreamt would ever happened in your wildest dream--and the embarrassing moment just comes back slapping you on the face left and right and there's nothing you can do about it, not even covering it up coz you were so oblivious during the second that embarrassing moment was slapping your face left and right, hard and good.

Damn. It felt so good letting that out. 

I Hate..Haaaaaaaaaaaate...!!

I know when people read blogs about the heartbreakers and hearbroken-ers they kinda get fed up about it coz it's just way too common now. So I won't blog about that. Though it really, really aches.

Okay. Enough said.

My Melbourne trip was super super SUPER OUT OF THIS WORLD AWESOME!

Not only did we get to walk around aimlessly in the city in the fricken cold or went to the beach in the fricken rain or totally learned to understand the way way confusing ways of Melbourne public transports (Zone 1? Zone 2???) or got to make friends with the absolute-fuckin'-ly cute Bailey or got politely kicked out of the mall coz totally forgot everything closes at 5pm or stayed up until 2am at the coffee shop in the empty airport talking about how jerks some guys can be..but besides all that, I got to meet up with a friend whom I haven't seen for over ten years and the last time I saw her she was totally in love with my cat, Kitty, and I was always jealous of her coz Kitty was always leaving me to go to my neighbour's house each time Jasmine came to visit her grandmother in JB ;)

Jasmine and me at Federation Square. You've grown up to be so pretty!!! Miss you already, girl! :)


And not only that. I got to spend time with one of my closest friends, Yana. And Diyana and Yana hit it off almost, like, immediately. Maybe it's coz both of them are just equally insane. Haha. Laugh, guys. It's a joke ;P

Can't wait for you to come back!

I'm Not Usually Like This. Really.

I totally blame Waddah for this. SHE made me like this. I have never been like this before. NEVER. Thanks to Waddah's very strong influence, THIS is what happens;

I have become addicted to K-pop.

Okay, not exactly addicted but I can't stop listening to them. Fine. Not ALL K-pop but only F(x). And a little bit of Girls' Generation.

But more of F(x).

I like Victoria. I think she's the prettiest. She has nice hair.
Picture courtesy of google.com

Still. This is STILL Waddah's fault. If she never introduced me to that marrying reality show with Victoria F(x) and Nikoon 2pm or whatever his name is, in the first place then I would never have known F(x) existed and now I keep Youtubing them. And I'm starting to memorize practically all their songs from that NU ABO mini album I downloaded (YES! I DOWNLOADED their album! This is my FIRST time I have ever downloaded an album in another language other than English or Malay) and I don't even understand what they're saying! When you start memorizing lyrics you have NO CLUE WHATSOEVER THE HELL THEY ARE TALKING ABOUT, then it has become a serious problem, people.

And their music videos are so cute! They're so colourful and they have synchronizing dancing and all and their clothes are so cute with PERFECT hair and GORGEOUS bodies.

Now I'm thinking of buying red denim. No kidding.
Picture courtesy of google.com

F(x) seems to still have a brush of reality in them though in comparison with Girls' Generation coz the girls in Girls' Generation are like perfect DOLLS. Gosh, I so wish I had their hair. I still like F(x) better. They seem cooler. But I like Girls' Generation's videos better. And their fans keep fighting with their anti-fans about whether they ever got plastic surgery or not. Who cares??? Their videos are cute! And how come some people call them SNSD? What's SNSD? I get confuse reading their Youtube comments.   

OMG. Yes, people. THIS is how I spend my break. By reading every single comment on their Youtube channel.

Put a bullet in my head now, please.